the nights we can barely remember.

不要乱了阵脚

2012-02-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

“你心里越是慌张，脸上就要越是镇定。”

是真的，当其他人对你大吼大叫时（尤其是你的上司），只要你面无表情，你就会相安无事。不要被别人的情绪带动自己的思绪。以不变，应万变。

香自苦寒来

2012-01-29T19:40:00.003+08:00

It had been quite tiring for sometime. I cannot say hectic (yet) but it was really tiring. So tired that i cannot feel myself being human. Every morning i have to hypnotize myself that i am a machine to help me carry on. I may sound really really negative but i feel that it is just part of life. Since i can't really change it, i should just change the way i feel and the way i do things.

Hopefully after this cold hard winter, everyone who is feeling this way will emerge gracefully like the the plum flower.

不经一番寒刺骨，哪得梅花扑鼻香？

p.s 最近的我，忽然又想起你了。你好吗？

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨

2012-01-17T18:17:00.001+08:00

我需要把自己关起来，那样比较安全。

跑来跑去的一天

2012-01-16T18:32:00.002+08:00

我还蛮讨厌这样的。一直在走来走去，不然就是跑来跑去，可是什么都没完成。

结果，回家发现hard disk 死了，（我的资料！）钱包没带回家，学校的cupboard 没锁。真的是接二连三。
我现在只想躺在地上。

精神衰弱

2012-01-08T01:31:00.001+08:00

其实，在脸书上的留言，不是指我自己，而是另有其人。

让朋友们担心虽然不对，但是，要解释却具有困难。今天，是灾难年。万事小心为妙。

好久不见

2011-12-27T12:54:00.002+08:00

这次的假期，不错。出了国，也去玩。但是，我仍希望时间就停留在此。明年是个恐怖的一年。学校施行了很多不公平的条例。而且，由于人手逐渐减少，工作量也有激增的现象。放眼一看，我就知道会有很多没事先安排好的事情，全部碰在一起。

好吧，来吧！爆炸吧！我真的不管了。

很久没见的老朋友们，你们可好阿？希望生活带你们不薄，每天都可以以平常心，开开心心地做你要做的事。

你会不会忽然出现？

考完试了

2011-11-26T00:48:00.001+08:00

我还是要呐喊：“我不是考试的料啦！”这是个我无法否定的，残酷的现实。

回忆

2011-11-23T19:23:00.002+08:00

我搜寻记忆，却一直找不到你的身影。我想你是真的消失了，而我，也渐渐地将你遗忘了。

你好吗？祝你晚安。

Exam lo

2011-11-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the day.

wish me luck.

我好想好想飞

2011-11-07T21:43:00.003+08:00

逃离这个疯狂的世界，

可是，我很没有勇气。

我发现，现在的我，很哗众取宠。哗众得，只要我不嬉皮笑脸，人们就会觉得我好像有心事。

各位老爷夫人，有时候，我也需要静一静。沉淀以下自己的情绪。

戴上面具的我，我好像不是很喜欢 =（

Just in case

2011-11-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

For you, if you still miss me.

The end of October

2011-10-31T00:14:00.002+08:00

yes, i do feel a sign of relief. I really can't wait for this year to end (even though i know that next year will be worse).

Just, just let be emo for awhile.

I need friends to travel with me =(

Happy October

2011-10-22T00:35:00.001+08:00

I am lov'in October. It's fast, it's nice, it's good.

Another week to November and then it will be exams again. Let me pass through all these with peace.

Readily avaliable

2011-10-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

not.

I am a petty woman and sometimes i am frustrated when i feel not appreciated by friends around me. So recently, i went on a friends' hiatus and i decided not to meet up with people for awhile. Hanging out with myself seems to be quite fun too. Now, i am wondering if they missed my presence.

However, i think i made the right choice by staying away for awhile. It allows me to have time to sort out my own stuffs and to think straight. Suddenly i recall someone telling me this, " I rather be a total stranger than a convenient friend."

How true.

Am i a convenient friend?

Good Morning Friday

2011-10-14T09:26:00.003+08:00

Not really very good but at least it's Friday. Later i have a straight 6 periods (Heng ah, got 1 contract teacher wanna take 25mins away from the class).

They cannot do things in proportion. It's either you have nothing to do or your things are all clumed up together. Like traffic jam during after work hours.

After that it's followed by meeting and common marking until God knows when.

I really look forward to the end of the day.

Week 5

2011-10-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

And i can feel it. It's one of the final countdowns.

Recently i have this thinking that maybe i cannot communicate well with the parents. I really need to improve on that. I think i talked in a too high pitched tone and also too rush. How to have a manly voice ah?

All people out that, hang on ok, December is round the corner again. With December, our bonus will not be far away again =D

人在做，天在看

2011-10-04T18:26:00.003+08:00

i am feeling quite disturbed as i am typing this. But well, my time has come and yesterday i dealt with a nasty parent.

Ok, She had a bad impression of me because she feels that i poke my nose into every single thing. Hence, when i call her to say that her kid was disturbing the class, she feels that i was picking on her kid.

When dealing with her, i wasn't only dealing with the parent alone but also with her outright rudeness that is very intolerable. So, after the direct "hit", i went home to cry.

To let you all understand my situation a little better, the VP even called me saying she felt apologetic for landing me in a situation where i have to tolerate with her rudeness. It was THAT bad. I am really being a busybody for trying to take the kid in hand for that form teacher of mine. It's really NON OF MY BUSINESS! why did i do that?

Now i really hate the form teacher of mine. TMD, just because you bo chap you can get away scott-free. Just because i handle things for you so you take it for granted. Just because i am not as experienced as you, you can push whatever you want to me. Good, great, fine, you win.

Thank God for granting me the courage to face the things that i cannot accept, fear not, 人在做，天在看。

2011-10-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

Breathes

2011-09-26T17:26:00.001+08:00

September is a really long month. when is it gonna end. After this, i will definitely feel like a world war 2 hero.

恻隐之心

2011-09-25T01:16:00.002+08:00

如果我们一直去可怜穷人，无止境地救济他们，世界上就会有越来越多穷人。

相同的，如果我们一直可怜自己，觉得自己的遭遇有多么地悲惨，我们就会越来越可怜。

坚强吧，可怜的人们。是时候抬起头了。

感恩

2011-09-20T14:27:00.002+08:00

Thank you God for your blessings on me. Amen.

自我催眠

2011-09-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

最近的我，喜欢逃避。只要你不揭发，我可以一直忍耐。听而不闻，视而不见，只要可以晚一点面对，哪怕只是那么一丁点儿，我都愿意这样。

周遭的朋友开始催眠我，让我相信那些他们所说的“真理”。但我很清楚明白，那是自我催眠，让自己潜意识也相信自己做的是自己喜欢、选择的。

相信，很快地，我会合群。
你讨厌愤世的我，我又何尝不厌恶这样的自己？你知道吗，讨厌自己比讨厌别人更难受。
其实，有时，我也想享受那么安静的时刻。你觉得呢？

自由？

2011-09-10T20:11:00.001+08:00

就像被困住的野獸
在摩天大樓，渴求，自由。

你，懂得我吗？

当你的眼睛眯着笑

2011-09-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

最近，有太多的事情发生了，使得我有点精力焦脆。

可是，无论如何，我都不能够妥协，因为，我不能，我只可以把自己变得更强。弄不死我的东西，只会使我进化成为超级赛亚人。等着吧！

比较爱

2011-09-02T16:59:00.000+08:00

你，你比较爱谁？

reflection

2011-08-26T17:05:00.000+08:00

week 9. i need to reflect.

talk less, think more.

please adhere to this.

The Guidelines

2011-08-20T08:58:00.002+08:00

of the industry i worked.

1) The do as you deem fit law. We will not help you nor give you any clear instructions, just, do as you deem fit.

2) Teach less, learn more. I will not teach you how all these are done ( planning etc ) even if you are a newbie. You'll have to learn through guideline 1. More often than not, this manner lets you learn more.

3) The Sugar Cane theory. We are just like sugar cane. they will squeeze you for alot of times. and what happens after you are dry? They will place new ones with you and squeeze you again, for several times. and what happens after that? they will fold you and the new sugarcane into half and squeeze you again until you really dry dry. they have to, coz it's under the guideline.

4) The rush to wait and wait to rush law. I don't care, so what if we are not finish with all the preparation? Just come here 5 hours earlier to wait.

5) The comfort to know that you are there rule. They don't need you, they have no jobs for you at all but they just want to you come on standby for no reason because you cannot get paid for nothing.

last but not least, the best one.

6) The law of equal misery. Need i say more?

sick

2011-08-14T16:28:00.002+08:00

One of the things that i hate is to be sick and you can't take MC coz if you do you will die a terrible death.

nvm. let me show you why i said nvm.

week8: its the PSLE orals week.

week9: their CA week (thank god)

week10: mon, off in lieu due to election. Tue, hari raya. Wed, work. Thurs, Teachers' Day celebration. Fri, Teachers Day!

then come the sept holiday. i am so happy i feel like crying. i totally <3 Aug!

Disappointment

2011-08-07T18:13:00.002+08:00

If i can exchange a piece of gold for every disappointment that i face, i will be rich.

But, disappointments are life. If i can't handle them, what right to i have to live?

Happy living people.

Aiyun bows out.

So long.

2011-08-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

Bye bye Sunday. I miss you and will see you next week =(

people, miss me too.

week 6

2011-07-31T18:29:00.002+08:00

5 more weeks. ( I just realised that i have miscalculated the number of weeks i have for the past 45678987654 posts. why you all never tell me? )

I love August. Especially after week6. Not only do i have 4 more weeks to endure before the end of the term, it's a exciting month too!

First, there's National Day celebration cum the holidays, PSLE oral, CA 2, Presidential election cum the off in lieu plus Hari Raya. and right after will be the Teachers' Day and September holidays!

Wooooohooooooo. 我终于熬出一点头了！

家家有本难念的经

2011-07-30T03:03:00.002+08:00

校校有个讨厌的人。

或很多讨厌的人。还好，我都给他们起了名字。

1）2pm（这位，天天叫我们做事情，自己不做，两点就准时回家，因而得名。）

2）2am（她是2pm的好朋友，对的、错的都站在她那边，因而得名。）

3）The Human Ladio（他可强了，24小时on air，无论大小事，你想公诸于世，不想让人知道，他都回广播出去，因而得名。）

我太爱我自己了。最近造的口业还真多。阿弥陀佛~

O my Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us from the fires of hell, lead all souls to Heaven, especially those in most need of Thy mercy. Amen.

countdown

2011-07-24T01:29:00.001+08:00

week 5, 5 more weeks.

and this coming week, UniSim comes back to my life.

壹千个伤心的理由

2011-07-20T22:09:00.001+08:00

i am not the only one who feels forlorn.

but i think its just the holiday feeling we missed.

i know

2011-07-18T23:33:00.004+08:00

but i somehow just feels that he is cute although he looks like Fido.

and i think i feel it in that way because he gave up his seat to me, fed me chocolate and asked me if i ate lunch already and also posted that he missed me on my FB wall. sweet right <3

如果人只活在过去

2011-07-18T23:03:00.002+08:00

你就会一直被封闭在回忆，无法前进，但也无法倒退。

回忆如此地惟美是因为它存活在我们内心最深处，不会因为时间而老去。

过去的事情，我们已无法改变了，何不敞开胸怀迎接未知，但更灿烂的未来？

things that make life great

2011-07-17T00:31:00.002+08:00

1) the sun that shine on your face every morning.

2) friends that stand by you no matter what.

3) things that work forever like they are brand new.

4) things turning out nicer than you thought.

5) the nights we can barely remember.

be grateful.

week 4

2011-07-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

ehem. 6 more weeks left.

缅怀残留着的余温

2011-07-08T12:37:00.003+08:00

They have left and all that's left of them are their Facebook contacts and memories of them. I guess this is the aftermath of bonding and "dis-bonding" in such a short period of time. Not only are they sad to leave, i also couldn't bear to see them go back.

But, no matter what, it's back to reality for now.

End of week2, 8 more weeks.

BTW, miss me?

Screwed ups

2011-07-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

How did i survive the so many screw ups in one day?

what's next?

BTW, I am liaising for the Thai ppl coming to Singapore for the Asean School Games. They are funny and they know Singapore is a country full of rules and these are the questions they asked.

1) Is it illegal to litter?

2) Is it illegal to be gay?

3) Why are there so many trees in Singapore?

4) Is it illegal to keep dogs?

5) Why cannot smoke in NTU? (FYI, they are quite young, oldest, 18)

but, ok la, overall, tired but they ppl are nice. food.... hmmmmm....

will update when i am less tired.

miss me =)

我们都一样

2011-07-01T01:03:00.002+08:00

是真的。当你觉得这世界只有你最可怜，最没有人了解你的心声的时候，你不妨问一问你周围的人他们心底真正的感受。多数的时候，他们也与你拥有一样的感觉。只是他们不说，所以你不知道。

世界上悲惨的人多得很，不多你一人，不少你一人。

快乐是自己的选择。

Hurt Locker

2011-06-26T21:54:00.001+08:00

20 weeks left.

要惜福

2011-06-23T23:51:00.003+08:00

好的、坏的，都要。

忙了，要惜福，因为这代表你有工作，有饭吃。

累了，要惜福，因为这代表你在工作，劳动是高尚的。

烦了，要惜福，因为这代表你在思考，是有智慧的。

好啦，感谢天，感谢地，感谢阳光照耀大地。

我的工作

2011-06-22T22:48:00.003+08:00

我的工作很奇怪。触及的范围非常广。就因如此，我常常处在一个 wtf？的处境。

下个星期，我将为国家效力，去做 3rd Asean School Games 的联络官。工作时间可能是从早上4点至早上12点不等。（您没眼花，是早上12点）

我现在有点害怕，怕自己的身体和精神无法负荷。

身体的疲惫，我可以利用咖啡、糖果等欺骗自己的大脑，让自己不那么累。但是，精神上的疲惫呢？好不容易从假期休息好，现在却又要面临这样的考验。

解决方案我还没想到。想到了，我会再公布。

我是不是个草莓组？

我怎会有这种感觉

2011-06-18T20:30:00.002+08:00

人，是惯性动物。我是人，因此，我也喜欢“习惯”的感觉。现在有那么多的变动，我真的很不喜欢。

没关系，曲终人散后，一切的一切就会结束。

我好像很久没上来唠叨了。

Holidays

2011-06-11T00:35:00.001+08:00

FYI,

although most of the time i am lying on my bed, procrastinating the things that i ought to be doing, but i feel good. Isn't this what holidays should be like?

i'm lovin' it!

Happy Holidays

2011-06-03T01:08:00.001+08:00

This is the part where i like to be a teacher.

Reflection of Week 10

2011-05-22T20:05:00.002+08:00

finally. it's the 10th week.

My superiors are getting more and more mean lately. I don't know what is happening. I really got it when i read off the net that yes, true enough that management changes, but the overall culture is less likely to evolve quickly.

On Friday, i was watching some HOD and VP walked past a group of students who are about to get into a fight. And the first thing that came into my mind was, if they don't care, why should i? Do I get more paid than them? Do i have more authority than them? Sadly, the answers to all my questions are No.

But i cannot get pass myself so i went ahead to stop the fight. I even told the boy to hit me first if he wants to hit his friend. and somewhere inside me really wanted him to hit me so that i can go home after he punched me. But too bad, he is the 欺善怕恶 type and i shouted louder than him hence he was intimidated and cried instead. Good job, aiyun. you are now the official bully in school.

可爱的小朋友

2011-05-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

问题：利用“可爱”造个句。

答案：我可爱我的家人了！

用法是对啦，可是此“可爱”非彼“可爱”。

p/s. 这是一个发生在一位小二男生的真实故事。

徒手破坏王

2011-05-17T02:08:00.002+08:00

i single handedly destroyed the new modem that i bought.

Therefore, i rightfully deserve that title >)

BTW, during my exam today i scolded vulgarities for 2 hrs straight. good job.

Reflection of Week 9

2011-05-15T22:02:00.002+08:00

why week 9 you may ask. Because according to the school's calendar, this week is the 9th week.

I am having my exams again. Not a nice feeling but i reckon, i just have to bear with it. I am not the only one in the world who is suffering.

After week 9, Week 10 will be filled with endless meetings and crazy stuffs. After which, it will be the June holidays. I am really looking forward to the June holiday because it will mean a number of things.

1)I have been in 蒙冤 for 2 years already hence my bond is only left with SGD20,000.

2)I am about to enter 3rd year in UniSim.

3)I am about to enter to a month with endless supplementary and courses.

heh. very adult life liao hor. what to do? a girl has got to eat, all i need is not just love.

ok la, wish me luck for my first exam of the year tmr. Hope i do not end up like my kids. Write name then fall alseep =(

其实我们一模一样

2011-05-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

在大家眼里，有些人是超人，有些人是圣人，有些人是“某差”的人。

但是，在这些外表下，其实大家都是一模一样的。

饿了，也想吃。

累了，也想睡。

伤了心，也想有人来安慰。

但是，唯一我不能确定的就是，当我在想你时，你是否也在想我。

这或许就是我现生活中最确定的不确定了。

大家，你们可好？

好日子已经过了

2011-05-10T12:38:00.002+08:00

天天都要听人家的冷言冷语。烦不烦阿！

I wanted to blog

2011-05-05T09:00:00.002+08:00

but i realised as i age, my life became more routined. my whinings have become, yes more routined as well.

Now even complaining is a chore. i rather not talk about anything anymore.

五月的天

2011-04-30T12:43:00.000+08:00

终于来临了！

恐怖的四月，再见啦~

Stucked

2011-04-26T22:52:00.001+08:00

突然很闲空

2011-04-24T00:19:00.002+08:00

只要我不用天天做11个小时的工，只要我能够喘一下气，我就觉得好闲空。

我需要大量独处的时间，好好看看我疲惫不堪的身躯和遭受极大压力的心灵。

可是，各位，我还是很好，比以前更好。

自强不息吧大家 =）

Sometimes,

2011-04-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

i just don't feel like working so hard.

疯狂的四月

2011-04-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

有非常、非常、非常之多的东西在等待我去做。多得我数得不是很清，也不知道到底要做什么。

哈，可怕吧。

我也觉得。所以咯，想我吧，因为我可能有一段时间不会在这里写废话了。对不起啊，生活嘛~再聊了。

Going

2011-04-02T14:56:00.001+08:00

yay！

Happy Birthday

2011-03-27T00:13:00.001+08:00

to me =)

Hope i will have a blessed birthday.

Wrong Direction

2011-03-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

sometimes, just sometimes, don't you feel like you are driving in the wrong direction in life?

fret not, you are not alone.

April, please come fast go fast.

And i hope May, July, August, September, October, November will all be like that too.

Cynical~~

Whine

2011-03-15T23:13:00.003+08:00

hearing people whine makes you very sian i know because they are forcing unhappy things into your mind.

So i think those who are willing to share your unhappiness and be your garbage bin are the real friends.

Thanks ah to all my garbage bins. i will be yours too =D

Amazing~

2011-03-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

Isn't it amazing how you always see people's FB photos to see heart shapes and pictures taken with their boyfriends smiling hugging blue skies and all.

Life quite good for other people hor. i am so jealous.

if i were to post, mainly it would be about darken sky, dark room and ghosts. i am getting strange i know.

The thing i hate

2011-03-12T20:23:00.003+08:00

about being a teacher is all the passwords i need to remember.

1)PM2S

2)Icon

3)Cockpit

4)Mconline

5)iflashbook

6)pac@gov

7)eMagazine

8)Trasi

9)Token

10)Printing code

then my personal things that require login and passwords also.

1) ATM

2) ibanking

3) Unisim

4) hotmail

5) Apple ID

6) Google ID

i think i can go crazy liao. i even have a book that i call 葵花宝典 to write down all of these. sian ah~

小幸福，大感动

2011-03-06T17:52:00.002+08:00

* This is not a repeated post.

我们往往都在忙碌的生活里忘了许多事情。有时，我甚至连自己都会把我“自己”给遗忘了。

在这时，像彩虹般的朋友就会在下了场倾盆大雨后，悬挂在蔚蓝的天空，提醒你你的生活是多么地美好。因为有会欣赏彩虹的人，彩虹的意义才更奥秘。

但是，亲爱的彩虹，你不知道，你给我的，不只是鼓励。每当我在大雨里挣扎着呼吸，是因为知道大雨过后必能见到你，我才有在风雨下继续活存的勇气。彩虹和欣赏彩虹的人，根本就该属于互挺得关系。

所以，请不要再说什么你觉得汗颜的话，因为是我一直忘了告诉你，你在我生命中的意义。

蒙冤小学

2011-03-02T21:58:00.001+08:00

的冷气总有一天会把我吹死。

又生病了。我真讨厌肮脏的冷空气〉O〈

I like

2011-02-28T10:48:00.002+08:00

the feeling of meeting friends when i am not expected to.

Even though i don't have time (actually too lazy, cuz i was cycling and i don't want to stop then have to excelerate again to get the speed...) but this feeling is like got 缘分。

This feeling actually vanished quite sometime ago when i got my own transport. I think i am just autistic.

心酸

2011-02-26T00:35:00.004+08:00

走不完的长巷原来也就那麼长

跑不完的操场原来小成这样

世界上就是有太多这么微不足道的事情让我们都心酸不已。我最近真是有点被累坏的感觉。心酸是有的，但是，我不绝望，这毕竟是成长的一部份。

欣赏完了这首歌曲，落幕后，就继续自己的生活，勇敢接受生活给予的挑战吧！

杀人放火

2011-02-22T23:04:00.003+08:00

金腰带。修桥补路，无尸骸。

现实就是那么残酷。我只是一只小狐狸精，我的学校有只千年树妖，法力是那么地深厚、高强，我要怎么拼？

还是乖乖嫁给黑山老妖吧=（

If

2011-02-19T18:37:00.001+08:00

i upload the paper i set onto this blog, would anyone ever find out?

祷告吧

2011-02-17T23:26:00.001+08:00

because God is really listening. Even if you are praying for something not that nice.

really.

好累

2011-02-16T17:01:00.000+08:00

When shit hits the fan

2011-02-14T23:30:00.004+08:00

and everyone gets a little of the shit, fret not people!
Friends are there to SAVE your day. They saved mine!

love you <3
and you and you and you.
Happy V day!

2011

2011-02-08T18:09:00.002+08:00

One of the greatest thing that i had done during the new yet not so new year was to get to my workplace early. I used to reach my work place at 7.25am when i need to reach at 7.25am.

hah.yes. right on the dot.

but now a days i will reach at 7am or 7.05am and i really enjoyed that 20 or so minutes that i have. It just somehow makes me feel better and i really like the fact that i do not need to rush.

ok. there are more 荆棘 for me to 砍。祝我好运~

我也很想你。ok？

On 刺猬

2011-02-07T20:35:00.002+08:00

刺猬竖起了身上的刺，不是因为它凶猛，而是因为害怕。

在强悍的外表下，脆弱的内心，谁人知？

不合脚却又漂亮的鞋

2011-02-03T21:06:00.001+08:00

就像是不适合自己的爱情——舍不得脱下但是却令你寸步难行。

一个字：Sian.

Still

2011-02-02T10:59:00.001+08:00

I will be still and know You are God.

Happy CNY people. Have very blessed year ahead.

太美的回忆

2011-01-31T19:59:00.001+08:00

像手铐。

越是挣脱越缠绕。

Cold Sunday

2011-01-30T15:52:00.003+08:00

Get Used to it.

Meaning

Accept that a particular state of affairs is inevitable.

i accepted this hard fact on a cold Sunday afternoon. good. i am happy now =)

I love saigangs

2011-01-28T16:10:00.001+08:00

so much that i cannot tell you how much i love doing them =)

时间

2011-01-26T19:08:00.000+08:00

Time is crawling so slowly that i can hear the screeching sound it makes on the floor.

好忙，

忙得没有时间去上吊=（

On Growing boys

2011-01-25T20:10:00.002+08:00

they are really very tao ren yan. not only are they smelly, they are also always angry or hungry (omg! they rhymes~) but luckily they love me. *i am so lucky~* at times they will smile at me, give me pens and say hello 老师，你好矮 etc, but they are still cute la. i will really miss them when they graduate.

When the boys who grad last year came back, they were like 历经沧桑 outside like that. they come back telling us how they missed the school, how they regret not behaving, how they missed us scolding them. so funny. but in fact, we missed them just as much.

today i went to relieve a P5 class, can you imagine, they actually put puddings and snacks on their tables because they are prepared for recess half an hour before hand?

School is really a funny place. I always have this mixed feeling every time i look back.

Lately

2011-01-22T00:23:00.001+08:00

i am tired.

We call it the not-happy-with-new-management syndrome. Combined with the CNY-is-coming-hello-holiday-mood syndrome.

can i call it a day now?

Long Live Life

2011-01-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

i think life is just like a deposed king. Life no longer ruled the world. Melancholy will be the word i would choose to use.

BUT, still

Viva la vida people, my days of ranting are back!

p/s. Coldplay rocks my world. My hair stood on its end at the last part where the crowd sang together. enjoy~

Suddenly

2011-01-10T15:37:00.001+08:00

i am feeling unhappy all over again.
i think the good days are really over~

btw, i am in the sch computer lab. like some sch kid lidat, teacher talking i blogging. BoRiNg~

临死之际

2011-01-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

让我先在这里说一说我很爱我的家人与朋友。但是，无情的现实只能让我一直呆在我工作的地方，日日夜夜地开会，工作。

若我最近忽略了你，你要知道我也是万分不得已的。

我也一直在想你~

开工大吉

2011-01-04T06:30:00.000+08:00

The holidays had ended. Time to work again.

I really can't believe it's January.

Carpe diem

2010-12-29T17:52:00.000+08:00

"And if not now, when?" (Pirkei Avoth 1:14)

平安夜

2010-12-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

但，我的爱多强悍，

出乎你预料。

Take a Chance

2010-12-23T15:19:00.000+08:00

若火生海面，相信你的心

尽管星辰陨落，以爱为生

--康明斯

Shows that i am watching

2010-12-23T04:46:00.002+08:00

1) Top gear ( It showed me a different side to cars~ i know i am man-ly. ）

2) Family Guy ( Okay, i am man-ly. )

3) Prison Break

4) Supernatural Season 6

look, although i am a CHINESE teacher, i kinda like watching ang mo shows more, this proves how twisted i am inside.

Now then i know deep deep deep inside me i am a kentang~

On Character Building

2010-12-20T23:44:00.004+08:00

Ok, this post is like a mini reflection of the course i attended last week. They were digressing (I think thats the favorite thing people love to do now) and they brought us to this thing called Character building.

Have you wondered why some people are just admired by other people while there are other people who just screws people's lives with stupid comments? Well, that's character building. Some point in their lives, they must had met some people who built up their character or destroyed them.

Mo Cheeks is one of the people with character. At the point when he sang the US National Anthem with this girl, he was gonna get sack the very next day. Yet despite the down fall in his life, he managed to help this girl and i believed that it taught all of them a lesson that day when everyone sang the National anthem together.

cool right. He had the character. If i were to be there, i might had laughed at the girl together with the rest.

what about you?

p/s. she forgot the national anthem and she was on national TV. When asked, Mo Cheeks said that he just couldn't bear to see the poor girl standing there all by herself being laughed at. So holding her, he brought her through the whole thing. Be like him. Stop making others' lives miserable.

Lazy Holidays

2010-12-20T12:48:00.002+08:00

I think it's contagious. All my hardworking peers have all became lazy during this holidays.

I haven't set paper (actually i set half then i digress) and to add to my boring week, tys work liao, no one to walk in squares with me talking about Nigahiga, or afterlives in Siglap anymore.

Oh well, 2011 is coming. Maybe i can set some New Year Resolution later.

今天，阴天

2010-12-16T09:19:00.002+08:00

I just blogged at 330am. Yes you must be wondering why am I blogging again. Did I woke up so early?

The answer is I haven't slept at all. Congrats to all those with the correct answer.

And here I am blogging at shenton way's Mac with not a single cent in my pocket and waiting to go for a course which I dun really wanna go. And it's gonna rain soon.

Great. FML.

事实就是

2010-12-16T03:30:00.005+08:00

“每造就一场繁华，必以更长久的荒凉相殉。”

张爱玲

每当人生到了一个巅峰，命运就会对此做出转折。快乐过后，伤感的滋味就会更显而易见。

I just told TYS not long ago that I am very happy. And my happiness had reached a peak this year. I am so happy that I am starting to worry what I will do when i don't feel that happy anymore. 毕竟，华丽的终究会变成枯萎、开心的变成悲伤。

但是，相反地，难过就会成为愉悦，失落将成为快乐。So, i shouldn't really worry that much. Should I?

当前景一片漆黑，看来似乎没什么希望的时候，上苍将会给予你及时的帮助，让你度过难关的。那些还在黑暗中摸索的朋友们，不要感到失望，长久的荒凉亦会温暖起来。

加油 =）

p/s. 好久没有写出有内容的东西，感觉好神奇~

一波三折的十二月

2010-12-13T23:45:00.002+08:00

people, while i am enjoying my holidays i am falling sick as well. great.

will blog when there's things to blog, will rant when there's things to complain.

take care ok.

miss me.

Udders

2010-12-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

this shall be my new hideout.

ya, new ride. most of my friends should had met my new ride by now =)

THE EYE. MY EYE =(

I don't know what happened that night leh but this picture is just very blur.

and yes, i have been lazing around enjoying my holidays. Living life. Hope you are living a life that you want to. And yes, miss me.

Rock~

2010-12-08T11:37:00.001+08:00

When you wake up to a happy sound
(yummy yummy yum, yummy yum yum yum)
The rockin' hotcakes are coming to town
(scooby dop-a-doo-dop a yummy yum yum)
The rockin' hotcakes are really neat
With juice and milk to make breakfast complete
(yeah yeah, yeah yeah)
It's a good time, great taste
(yubba yubba, hotcakes!)
Of McDonald's
(yubba yubba HOT!)

Let's have hotcakes for breakfast =D

oh well,

2010-12-05T14:00:00.002+08:00

i just realised that everyone and anyone in the world is actually connected. Thanks to the technology of Facebook.